so

so, just yesterday, i'm now officially 21.

i feel the need to pen down my thoughts before i forget them. how does turning 21 feel, you may ask?

it wasn't anything special. in fact, it felt like any other day. so, i guess. there's nothing else to say.

realised that, in the whole sea of people, all cackling in laughters and togetherness, i do actually feel alone. and so much is unfolding in front of my eyes i can barely breathe.

need to properly sit down and reflect and start doing proper work