perhaps, one day, one very fine day, i will slowly disintegrate into tiny specks of dust. unrecognizable, untouched. no one will know who i am. i will be with you, by you; but you'll never know. no one will know of my existence. among the sea of faces, i will be invisible.

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it feels like i am that 'someone', that 'they' who wakes up forgetting someone entirely. and it sounds mean, it feels as though i am that person. i am that mean person.

but now when i think about it, when i think about all of the instances which you could have taken and used it to your advantage - you let them go. you wasted your chances. and i realised how you are leading this to nowhere, and knowing me, you know how i hate the idea of aimlessness.

so, i'm not being mean afterall. i am just taking care of myself. and with that in mind, i'm letting you go. i am not gonna waste my time anymore.

goodbye.