hi blog, it has been quite a while. i haven't had the time to really sit down and have a proper reflection of what's going on. neither have i been reading. reading seems like a chore. oh dear. what am i transforming into? i don't know myself.

i've ended my work stint at PC. it was great (minus the work of course). i've made good friends but it's time to move on to another phase in life. SCHOOL. OMG I'M STARTING SCHOOL SOON. CAN YOU SENSE MY EXCITEMENT?

and feels like, life's in a constant fast-moving trajectory. if you're left behind, then you're screwed. i've made many work colleagues along the way whom i've forged really close bonds with, and often, when we leave each other to a new phase, we would exchange alot of ''i'll miss you. must meet up soon ok!!".

but, that never happens. such is life.

wonder what do these temporary acquaintances are needed for then? seems like they're only 'in the moment' and since such moments don't last, they don't last too. and it's also pretty sad when we have to leave when we're all close and chummy. still, that bond isn't strong enough to warrant another meetup. life's always like that. it's full of hi-s and bye-s and yes, goodbye-s.

which also explains why i really don't bother with such short-term friends simply because they don't last. i don't make any conscious effort to invest alot of time and effort into such friendships because of obvious reasons. feels like,

they're just not worth it.