it kinda scares me that school is starting soon. time flies. yet, i didn't really feel that it was actuallly THIS fast. it's as though all these while, i wasn't in the moment. i was just floating around, looking for something to pull me together. but, i was helplessly doing so because it just seems... impossible to grasp.

people need me now. but, i am feeling like a selfish bitch. because who is there for me?