FREAKING FEEL LIKE WANNA CRY BECAUSE I FEEL SO INADEQUATE

FROM TMR ONWARDS

I AM NOT GONNA THINK IN MY HEAD ANYMORE
ALL THOSE THOUGHTS SHALL PERISH
I SHALL NOT CARE ABOUT GUYS
I WILL NOT TRY HARD ANYMORE
I WILL NOT BEG
I WILL NOT EVEN FREAKING TRY
I GIVE UP
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
I DONT CARE ABOUT HOW I LOOK
I WONT HAVE THOUGHTS OF WANTING TO LOOK LIKE 'THIS OR THAT' OR WHATEVER
I DONT EVEN CARE HOW I LOOK
I DONT CARE ABOUT GUYS AND HOW THEY THINK OF ME
I DONT CARE IF I LOOK CUTE OR NOT TO THEM
I DONT CARE HOW I LOOK TO THEM
I DONT EVEN TRY
I DONT CARE IF I LOOK GOOD OR HORRIBLE TO THEM
THEY ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM WHAT
IF THEY DONT THEN ITS THEIR LOSS
I DONT CARE ANYWAY
I SHALL BE NUMB
EVERYTHING I DO IS DEVOID OF FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS
I'M GOING TO BE A ROBOT

I GIVE UP