and today is one of those days when the world seems too dark for me to tread my way through, and the only way is to get out and escape before i swallow all of them in and take a plunge

it was horrible.

i just needed to get out of all of these mess and breathe. i had to get away from all of the people around me before they drive me nuts. these very people have been driving me to a wall, because i hate how superficial and fake everyone is. save a few, the rest are just a bunch of pretentious people with disgusting thick walls of facade. i felt suppressed being around such people. i felt like i couldn't breathe. it felt as though i was in a different world with people of similar wavelengths whose foundation is premised on shallow concepts of conformity.

and it irks me so fucking bad when i realise how certain people act and behave differently when they are in different situations. like what the fuck is that all about? can't you just be yourself and not change to be someone else? adapting is fine, but not when you are a completely different person you fucktard. where's your fucking roots? eh wait, do you even have one?

i hope i'm overthinking, but all those bitching should seriously just stop. okay these people don't matter and so i don't give a flying fuck about what they think. whatever they say/think do not have a bearing on me beacuse i don't give a fuck about people who don't matter.

so yeah whatever. i'm done with this shit. i'm just gonna lead my own life, stay true to myself and live. i'll not give a shit to people who don't matter. i'm not even gonna try anymore. because simply, they're just not worth it.