maybe, i've come to realise that grades aren't everything afterall. maybe, i've come to realise that all of these endless pursuits are useless if we're not contented and genuinely happy. maybe, i've come to realise that i'm chasing after something i don't quite know of. maybe, i've come to realise that i've toned down but i don't know what's important and what's useless.

maybe, i've come to realise that i shouldn't exist.