Today is one of those days where i really feel like despite having these new friends, i crave for some familiarity and sense of homeliness. It feels like i am constantly making a conscious attempt to please everybody and i am tired. I just don't want to try anymore.

What i really want is to be among close friends who accept me for who i am, and there isn't a need for me to have any facades or pretense cos i am fucking tired of being around judgmental people. I just want to be hanging out with old friends, in our own little world, each of us being our true self without having the need to put up a front. We're all comfortable in our own skin and these people love us for who we truly are.

Sigh i guess i just have to sleep it off.