sometimes i feel the intense need to jot my thoughts down before they disappear into the hazy wind but by a sudden millisecond, this intense need ripples its way out of my system. yes, by a millisecond, that's how fickle i am

but today we had dance rehearsal and it was fun, feels like i don't mind dancing for the rest of my life. the agile, skilled movements which are swiftly constructed to follow the beat of the song, followed by trickling sweat of determination - i like that.

a random thought i had today is the fact that i don't appreciate things as much as i really would like to. feels like i am only fully recognizing the importance/value of an entity(tangible or intangible) when it's spoilt/gone/lost forever. a random example to explain about this random thought is my earpiece which i use everyday. it is just an ordinary earpiece, a normal earpiece that i don't care much about (in fact, i don't care about alot of things in life). so now, like many others, this earpiece is spoilt

but i'm like oh okay, deal with it. life moves on.

which brings me to my next point. that we just have to make do with what we have in life. it's true. i now have to live with listening to only one side of the earpiece, but it's okay. it's my fault, i have to live with it unless i get a new one. which i probably won't cos i'll end up spoiling them anyway