these days, i fear that my memory is failing me. either that, or i feel too tired/numb to feel. i fear that i can't remember/do not feel any memories that are worth remembering/jotting them down here because it feels so unnecessary

but it's necessary. these moments are the ones that i will cling onto when the roads get tough. these memories are the ones that will keep me going when i feel weak; they are the ones that make me alive