words are cathartic, and so, writing is a form of catharsis. i've realised that when i come here, i'm all emotionally charged and slowly, once these words slowly float out of my system, my heart beats normally

was having a chat with ina, about fate. about how i feel like i am always stuck in this periphery and i can't go beyond. but then again, it feels that i am fine with it. simply because i know everything happens for a reason, and these reasons are determined by God. and if God determines and controls them, then i have nothing to worry about because i will be safe. i will be safe in His plan.

we will all be safe