'but everyone has expectations'

life has been unravelling in the most unexpected of circumstances, and i am telling myself that i will not waver. i will fight.

without any expectations that is, because life with expectations is so suffocating. it's like you're tied down by an invisible force that leaves you with so much dread and resent

(realises that it's been a habit - coming to this site, blabber for a while, realised that it takes so much energy to simply blog, deletes everything and leave. i don't want to think, i just want to live)