i was reading this particular blog(which i always read) and i was imbued with extreme emotions because somehow, although there was no direct link whatsoever, it felt like i've wasted so much of my youth thinking about temporal things that are just meant to kill and destroy my self-esteem (unneccesarily)

and it feels really sad knowing how much time i've lost, with opportunities wasted along the way.....

will work on my personality, having a good heart with superior intelligence. at least these things last forever. and besides, i don't have a face anyway. have to constantly remind myself that a face does not mean ANYTHING AT ALL

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needs to stop chasing after things which are never meant to be mine