this page has been opened for quite some time, but i'm at a loss to what i should write. it feels as though i should start writing a list to give some scope for this entry but that would be so lame and stifling
as for now, i think that i am bordering on the extreme of thoughts because once i even start thinking of something, it will haunt me for long. i'll get all paranoid and it's hard to be rational. that's the only thing i'll think about and i'll catastrophize those thoughts, making it worse than it already is
really don't know why i'm such a wreck.
the best way is not to even think and be completely numb. so i shall do just that
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