i was telling a friend, about how over these 2 years, i've grown so much as a person and how i would never trade these experiences for anything else. i wouldn't say it was easy, because it was definitely one hell of a ride

and just recently, i got to discover a psychotic side of a used-to-be good friend which was pretty alarming. we were never close from the start anyway(although he treats me as his best friend which was err, weird) but yeah, i'm glad he's out of my life. i'm slowly erasing people from my memories, but of course, only for people who don't matter/not worth investing. i feel like i'm old and time is running out and i should get those worthless people out of my zone and hold on to those that matter really tightly. don't feel i have much energy to engage in superficial conversations or to meet superficial people because they don't last and since they are temporal, there is no point in investing time/effort/energy right?

i totally made sense