Resolutions.

for a brand new start, i have newfound resolutions(i've never had resolutions for 20 years of my life). it may sound cliche and hackneyed, and i could wish for so much more, but at the end of the day, these are what i truly yearned for

be happy. i just want to be happy. i've plunged into an abyss of self-hatred and insecurity issues last year. it was terrible. nights of blackness engulfed my skies and all i could think of was to escape from this place and run away. THIS WILL END. i'm gonna embrace life between my palms and say yes, i'll start loving you. this time, i'll be happy

be true to myself. there are probably life-changing decisions to make this year, but as heavy as it sounds, it's gonna be a simple decision cast. i'll stay true to my passion, my beliefs and what i've always wanted. i'm not gonna lie or be in a mould carved by expectations of others'. this is MY life, i'm gonna do it MY way

let go. last year, i've held myself back from big opportunities, simply because i was afraid of failure. i was too suppressed in my comfort zones. this year, i'm gonna fly. i want to break free, away from all the inhibitions. i will set my priorities straight. i'm going to let go of my perfectionistic values and ideals. i just want to try, even if i fail, at least i tried. i don't want any regrets

live life. i'm not gonna float around aimlessly, just like what i've been doing last year. i'm gonna make the best out of everything

happy new year xx