Grateful.

i wanted to actually spew out all the lava within me, tainted with all the negative emotions but i recalled the promise to myself that with this blog, there will be a new beginning. it's a brand new me. i'm not gonna give in to such debilitating thoughts; i'm gonna fight and conquer them

slowly, i'm beginning to place my identity on things that last. like brains and a nice heart. i'm starting to realise how temporal the whole looks thing is, and how it shouldn't even matter. it's not important AT ALL. and so, i'm feeling a little more at peace with myself these days.

whenever those thoughts come running amok, i'll literally ignore them simply because they are not worth attending to. slowly(but surely), they dispel themselves entirely and i feel liberated.

at work today, there was a man with a growth on his head. it was huge but he didn't seem daunted by it. he seems very cheerful(but we'll never know what lies underneath). however, he made me realise how we really shouldn't care about looks(and its superficial counterparts). there is so much more to life than how we look

actually all i wanted to say is that i'm really thankful and contented for everything that God has blessed upon me <3