yesterday, my brother and i chatted for an hour plus, and it was a meaningful and REAL conversation without any sense of awkwardness. we've never been close our entire life, but as we grow up, i've realised that we've talked so much more and this in itself is a very big achievement. i guess we've become more matured. we used to bicker over the little-st things, and we would not talk for days and that would linger for long.... but now, it's different. i wouldn't say we talk ALOT now, but the marked improvement is enough for me to feel that 'hey, we can actually sit down and have a proper conversation!'. that speaks something :)
he was telling me about the girl he's chasing after, about their rendezvous and how they met up from the start with all his pick-up lines. he's such a player. he was asking me for advices for a romantic getaway, or what he should do to win her over. but, he has already planned stuffs for her and i thought the lineup was incredibly sweet. i hope it works out between both of them :)
prior to this, he asked me randomly. he was like, 'have you ever loved someone so much, till you think of them every single second?' it was a big instantaneous NO for me, which got me thinking about how i've never loved any guy that deeply even though i've had quite a fair share of experiences with guys. guess i wasn't ready to fully commit myself
but now, it's different. i am currently seeing someone who is so loving and i feel that as long as i've seen beyond his imperfections and flaws, i am finally ready to commit <3
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