Syukur Alhamdulillah

God is amazing. He is definitely willing to help you, as long as YOU help yourself first.

you know ever since i've stopped working, i've been slacking so much. however, i still harboured the thought of getting a job, before i slept everyday, i would pray(in a very insincere and reluctant manner) for God to bless me with a job. i wasn't serious, and of course, who else would know better than Himself. indeed, i wanted to slack and just play. but along the way, it got really meaningless. didn't know where my life was heading towards. i hate such feelings of uncertainty, it felt as though i was just traipsing on an unstable terrain and i could fall any moment. i like when things are in order(well who doesnt), but it seems more like an OCD for me though. i need to deal with this

so, i beefed up a proper resume(although i was SUPER SUPER DAMN LAZY AND DISTRACTED) but somehow miraculously, after 2 hours, i did it. i thought my resume and CV were really not bad, i was rather impressed by it HAHAHA. so, i sent them to some random companies, hoping to get a reply. after sending them out, i realised that I SENT MY RESUME TO ONE OF THE COMPANY FOR THE WRONG POSITION OMG. HAHA I was like ah whatever shit man i'm not gonna re-send if it's fated i'll get it, it's not like i didn't put in any effort my resume was still sent anyway.

AND BY A STROKE OF MIRACLE, THAT PARTICULAR COMPANY(THE ONE I SENT MY RESUME FOR THE WRONG POSITION) CALLED ME UP IN AN HOUR'S TIME. i told you God is amazing. as long as you try/put in some effort and leave the rest to Him(let it go), He will work his magic for you <3 anyway i've always loved the feeling of relief and freedom once i know i'll leave it to Him, like the whole burden is lifted off my shoulders and i KNOW and i ACKNOWLEDGE that it IS left in good hands ( re : A levels ). i guess it's liberating when you relinquish your control over such things sometimes, knowing that God is the one who controls it all and it is all in our best interests anyway :)

after that phone interview, i was invited for an interview today(at 11am just now). and it was all really rushing cos i had to take a passport-sized photo which i didn't have, and i still need to photocopy my certs and testimonials. my dad went out and my stuffs were inside the room(and he locked his room) and i was totally panicking, but thankfully, he came back just in time. then, i realised that i lost my PSLE cert(they wanted it) and my School Graduation Cert from pj which meant i didn't have my official A level cert!! HAHAHHA SUAY OR WHAT. so i just photocopied the PAPER SLIP which we all receive during results day HAHAHAHAHA whatever la huh at least it's something right.

the interview went well thankfully. she was rather impressed by my resume, and she said she 'had high expectations of me'. i went like wow okay hahaha and the coolest part was she offered me a job there and then, requesting me to start TOMORROW. THANK GOD. (but i was quite blonde during the interview actually....) so anyway i said yes and i hope i love it cos i'm doing marketing cum admin with more focus on marketing so i hope it's good and i hope my colleagues are fun and like i hope my superiors are cool people pray for me! <3

ALLAH SWT IS GREAT <3