my heart was *abit* broken last night, and i kept harping on it today. this resulted in 4 jeans(which are fkin awesome cos i love their shades) plus a belt AND OF COURSE A FREAKING HOLE IN MY POCKET. but i guess, it's worth it. i needed that retail therapy, and i've been wanting the shades of that jeans since forever. it's amazing though, i was visualizing the colour in my head, and miraculously, my imagination materialised into reality. thank God

sigh whatever we make do with what we have. when a door closes, another one opens. but idgaf if that door opens. i just don't want any commitment for now, like NOT AT ALL. i'm young, and i'm not gonna be binded by a guy who might not even last. but then again, which gay couple would ever last? yes, i know right. i don't want to waste my time on expectations, which would only serve to beget disappointments. i don't think it's worth it (re :i don't have time for such emotions.)

i've accepted it.

i've moved on. :)